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“Only now I have started to sleep again. Two months have passed between the complaint and the ban on approaching. In the meantime, I was afraid even when I was locked inside the house, I understood what it means to have panic attacks, I lost five kilos. I followed the advice. from the police, I memorized calls and messages without blocking him, but every time he tried to contact me I remembered his hand on my neck, his thumb on the side of my throat, the feeling of being strangled. “
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