My loves, this Saturday morning (30), influencer and ex-BBB Vanessa Lopes, who had been on social media since giving up her participation in the reality show, used it to publish an open letter, where she talked about her latest experiences. months and announced its return to the internet.
“Anxiety. Anxiety about having time, but feeling like you have nothing to alleviate the agony and fear! Claustrophobia of elevators, cars, lots of things. Everything is very suffocating, even what used to be normal for me. Eating a lot to seek pleasure and relief in something since everything is too suffocating! Afraid to leave the house, but afraid to stay at home”, began the influencer.
Opening her heart to her fans, Vanessa continued: “Afraid of feeling like a bad person and afraid of looking like a character; fear of what he said or what he didn’t say; fear of what was real and fear of what was imagination; fear of being ‘crazy’ and too real; fear of being normal and boring… These were my last weeks of fear, but also of relief!”
Finally, the influencer talks about what helped her improve after everything she’s been through and reveals that she’s becoming more frequent on her social networks.
“(…) Relief with each step of improvement in treatment. Relief in the little things that remind us that we are alive! And that’s how, during weeks of fear and relief, I remembered to take advantage of time that is uncertain and precious… And that’s how I come back, sharing my fears and reliefs with those who give me the pleasure of living, of loving, of caring for myself. , to evolve and to have time…”, concluded Vanessa Lopes.